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Wild

Tim Riter May 13, 2019

Before every bike trip, I pop on Steppenwolf’s “Born to be Wild.” Loud. Quite loud. The first lines prep my spirit, “Get your motor runnin’, head out on the highway, looking for adventure…” My soul needs adventure,  to test myself, to move beyond fears. Riding comes with risks, but few choices match the selfishness of adventure seeking.

As we grow closer to Jesus, we face that tension—how can we feed our souls and touch other’s lives for the kingdom?

”Men’s Journal”

Some anonymous friend

            knowing my soul

gave me sub to a men’s adventure magazine

            no racy pics

            just kayaking killer rapids

climbing mountains that kiss the stratosphere

the latest and best gear

            to go anywhere

to do anything

                        money no object

Perhaps the pics would have been more safe

For memories of youthful adventure flooded back

            solo cross-country motorcycle trips

                        no destination but the ever-expanding horizon

            rappelling down a 190 foot bridge tower

                        on a 110 foot rope

            climbing cliffs

                        with no rope at all

            ready to go

                        anywhere, anytime

Sparking regrets

            of too many years

            with too few adventures

                        facing hostile church boards

                        partners in ministry

                        paying bills

                        getting along

                        getting by

Decades lost

            to the adventure

                        that feeds my soul

The pic above, of the Rio Grande Gorge Bridge, is the 190 foot tower, and in one of the most adventure-packed periods in my life, I changed direction and opted for responsibility. For ministry. For moving away from self-gratification to God-gratification. And yeah, you can tell I have some regrets, but I wouldn’t change that decision. Two truths have helped me. First, adventure and risk and an unknown future are normal in following Jesus. He challenged four businessmen to follow, and “At once they left their nets and followed him” (Matthew 4:17-20 emphasis added).

Jesus made this normative later, “No one who puts his hand to the plough and looks back is fit for service in the kingdom of God’” (Luke 9:61-62). That’s hard core—get ready for a ride and don’t look back.

Since my decision, I may not fully lived the wild, but it’s not particularly been mild all the time either. Still doing solo backcountry fishing trips. Motorcycle tours have hit 46 states and three countries. An Iron Butt ride of 1,000 miles in 24 hours at 70 years.

Second, I’ve been privileged to use any gifts I have to touch others, and I cherish that. You see, we only maximize our potential when we give our lives to serving. To sacrifice. “Whoever wants to become great among you must be your servant, and whoever wants to be first must be your slave—just as the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve” (Matthew 20:26-28).

Following Jesus means we live the life he desires we lead. So, we come to the question: What can we do to best serve him? And, once we’ve chosen, let’s remember we made the best choice. The choice for the adventure and thrills and future uncertainty that always accompany Jesus. The lesser choice isn’t particularly a bad one. It’s just not the best. For me, I had to leave behind some of the adventure. Others may need to abandon some of their need for security. Or comfort. Or financial success. Or…

Kick Starting the Application

What value do you place on adventure and challenges? On the continuum of personal adventure or being responsible, where do you land? Try another continuum, personal preference at one end, serving God and others at the other. How have past experiences shaped those scores? Do you get a nudge from God you should move a bit on those lines?

What life does God most desire for you? What changes would that bring? What benefits? What costs will it have? How will you handle regrets over the cost, and they will come?

 

InHappenings TagsTaos, Rio Grande Gorge Bridge, Adventure, Risk, Responsibility, Impact, Christian Living, Spiritual Formation
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A bit of an unreconstructed Jesus freak. Almost old enough to have known him when he walked this world. About 27 on the inside. Investing his life in university and teen students. Inveterate cross country motorcycle rider. Nature lover. Entranced with the power of written and spoken words. Still learning.

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